Wednesday, September 23, 2020

Awakened by the Silence

The howling of the wind 

The silence of the road

I am awakened by the silence

Death down every alley

Misery on every corner.

Are we still winning?

From the Golden Gate city, California 

To Bangor, Maine 

Honolulu, Hawaii, to Genoa, Alaska 

To everywhere in America

In God we trust, still

Still we die in COVID-19 

Silence, silence the hunters are here

Rounding the corner, 

Buttoned down in rage

Decorated with a mandate to fire

To maime, to kill

They shoot, you die

They shout 

Stop, don’t move

Hands up

Head down

Surrender your hands 

Your dignity

Leave it behind

Submit, submit, or die.

You reach for documents,

You calm your wife, 

Your child in the backseat 

You speak

You sneeze

You think

You look

You run,

You sleep in your car?

You sleep at home

A threat is what you are

You are still breathing

Bang, bang, suckers, you die.

The broken mother,

Grieving sister, 

Helpless brother, 

The burning father

He, they die with you, 

They weep

Are we not human?

Why, my country, why?

Hey, hey Philando 

Hey, hey Ahmaud,

Hey, hey George,

Hey, hey Rayshard,

Hey, hey Breonna,

I hear you, I see you.

Hey, hey my country

Can you say their name?

The road is eerily silent 

In God we trust, still

Still those “others,” 

They are put down for cause 

Unjust, unfounded

Silence is shattered 

Sirens flood the avenues, 

The roundabouts 

Dead Americans in makeshift morgues, 

Refrigerated trucks,

Lined with our next-of-kin,

Yours and mine

Discarded face masks kicked up by the wind

They swirl off the 18-wheelers frames

As if to wave the frozen dead goodbye,

The chill of death, 

Raging from New York to Texas

Arizona to Georgia,

Florida to California

Ohio to New Jersey

No one to warn the cavalry 

All the Paul Reveres have been muted 

Sidelined or sedated

But for an old man

A medicine man called Fauci

His brand, his name, his will

Unbreakable, unshakable 

We love you, Tony.

Gun fire explodes again

Another black man, woman, child

Dead, dead, dead.

A man whispers into a woman’s ear

“Those others,”

If they would only comply!”

The trucks thunder in the distance

Howling wind sweeps in again

Silence follows 

I am awakened by the silence. 


Dr. Azzam Elayan 

July 17, 2020 

Thursday, May 28, 2020

Stop Murdering Black Americans

The broad daylight extrajudicial execution of George Floyd two days ago, in Minneapolis, Minnesota, as he and others begged his uniformed killers to spare his life, is a devastating and grave injustice. Most people who have seen the video of the cold-blooded murder of Mr. Floyd are thoroughly disgusted and horrified by the callous, ruthless, cold-blooded, seemingly rehearsed, and agonizing murdering of a fellow human being. Most people feel, like I do, invalidated, powerless, and emasculated to the core, as we could not jump through the screen and push the killer off Mr. Floyd’s neck and form a protective circle around him to fend off those ravenous savages. Mr. Floyd’s killing should not be referred to as police brutality, it’s far more than that; it’s the tip of an iceberg better be described as what it actually is: systemic racism. Law enforcement infrastructure, legislative mechanisms, legal system, and justice system (including the Supreme Court’s protective-shield laws around rogue officers) must be fundamentally reconfigured, in order to protect Black Americans, to the same degree and no less, as they do White Americans. The relentless onslaught against Black people in America must stop. Immediately. The only way this could be achieved is by granting Black Americans an equal voice in the essential reconfiguration process. More broadly, these rights and input opportunities must be granted to all minorities in America. The freedoms and rights granted by the United States Constitution are intended for all Americans. “We The People” in the Preamble to the Constitution refers to all Americans. No exceptions. It is the law of the land, enshrined in the founding texture of this nation. It should be unequivocal then, as a clear declaration of the cumulative totality of the United States Constitution that Black Lives Matter. And if this is ever in dispute, then Black Lives Matter is a clear declaration of all those who believe in justice for all humanity.

Azzam Elayan, PhD
May 28, 2020

Sunday, May 12, 2019

Mass Shootings in America

More school shootings and more youngsters are killed by guns in the hands of other youngsters. Kendrick Castillo (18) was killed yesterday at STEM School Highlands Ranch, in Colorado, and Riley Howell (21) was killed last week at the University of North Carolina Charlotte, in North Carolina.

Castillo and Howell have the noble, albeit unenviable distinction of being murdered while trying to stop the shooters at their respective schools. Some call them heroes, and they undoubtedly are, but they are fundamentally victims of entrenched greed for money and power at the expense of the most defenseless amongst us, school kids. Will this carnage ever stop?

Let us not fool ourselves, as long as the National Rifle Association (NRA) OWNS the Second Amendment and OWNS the Republican Party, nothing will change. School and other mass shootings will go on, indefinitely. (Even my iPhone knows this! Whenever I type the word ‘school’ and click space, the phone’s Predictive Text suggests the word ‘shootings.’) These massacres are devastating and must move the issue of gun control to the top of every politician’s agenda.

Every politician needs to stand up & speak out; most importantly, politicians must come together and work on writing and enacting legislations which would strengthen gun-control laws. The laws should not only address sales and ownership of high power rifles, automatic or semiautomatic, but also of handguns which can be extremely efficient in killing many people in a very short span of time.

American schools have become high risk zones and all Washington, DC, can do is tab out time after time, after time, after time, under the crushing locomotive of “donations” (bribes) that is grinding the moral compass of over-ambitious politicians and shredding the flesh and bones of America’s children. The only implications which matters to GOP donors, including major bundlers, is to rake as much money from the NRA as possible. Of course, the only implication for the NRA is to sell as many guns as possible, regardless of who gets hurt in the end.

The  overall goal of the NRA is to grow its profits and the profits of the powerful gun cartel it represents and its wide-ranging affiliates. The merchants of death can not be persuaded to change their ways, it is the people who must remove them and their protectors and sponsors from all four halls of power: House, Senate, White House, and Judiciary. People who are eligible to vote can, through voting for Democrats who are for stricter gun control laws, bring about the change necessary to ending the slaughter of unsuspecting children, teenagers, and other innocent bystanders.

Kids in school should be pre-occupied with school work, sports, lunch choices, annoying or cool apps, who’s cute and who’s super cute, superhero movies, sleepovers, harmless pranks, travel ideas, holidays, and summer plans. Kids in school should not be pre-occupied with what to do in case someone walks into the classroom and unleashes a fiery hell from a high power rifle or handgun and if such shooting breaks out, whether to tackle the shooter, or call mom for the last time, whether to huddle under a desk or jump out of the window, whether to pretend to be dead or to beg the cold-blooded shooter for mercy.

The names of Kendrick Castillo and Riley Howell are now added to the long, long list of the hundreds of schoolchildren, mall shoppers, moviegoers, and other people who are murdered every year for no reason other than being at the wrong place at the wrong time. Of course, as a parent, it’s hard for me to accept that any of those places is the wrong place at any time, ever. The blood of these two young people, and of all the equally precious victims who passed on before them and those who will undoubtedly follow, is on hands of Republican politicians. The blood of those victims is equally on the hands of Republican voters who walked into voting booths across the country and so callously pulled the lever for politicians who are no more than acquiescent NRA lap-poodles. Shame on you, Republican voters. Don’t you love your children? Well? Yes? Then, show it.

Finally, regarding the Second Amendment, the “A well regulated Militia” which is referenced in the amendment at the time the amendment was crafted refers to militias which fought against the tyranny of England’s Union Jack and Crown, and ultimately came together and constituted the national guard. The upper case M in the word “Militia” serves to reference specific militia, a well regulated militia, and not any random group or groups of armed individuals. The original 1779 draft of the amendment (National Archives) features the word with the upper case M, although a version of the 1791-ratified draft removes all upper case letters from the internal words: militia, state, and army. These changes in the aggregate do not undermine the specificity conveyed by capitalization because of the specificity is conferred upon the intent of the entire amendment by the words “A well regulated.”

An expanded definition of “A well regulated Militia” nowadays would encompass those in uniform, including military, law enforcement, and national guard. “A well regulated Militia” doesn’t extend to average citizens, hunters who relish blowing up dear brains into a million pieces with an M4 riffle, or some doomsday enthusiasts who wants to add to his carnage equipment reserve. “A well regulated Militia” certainly does not refer to a disgruntled high school kid, or a troubled teenager or a gambler in his sixties who is reached the end of hope and decides to make a “grand” exit.

And if “A well regulated Militia” does in fact include all those trigger-prone maniacs, then, it is time to shred the Second Amendment to pieces, or keep it preserved at the National Archives as a historic relic, in much the same way we preserve a dinosaur skeleton. Its time has come and gone; the Redcoats have fully withdrawn and are no longer a threat, King George is dead, and Theresa May is firmly mired in the colossal blunder of Brexit. Then, we will need to replace the Second Amendment with an Amendment that is pro-children, all children, regardless of their parents political affiliations or belief system. Enough hiding behind a centuries old bumper sticker. Let’s come up with something better. Now.

Azzam Elayan
Thursday, May 9, 2019

Sunday, January 29, 2017

Lesson Unlearned

In June 1939, the German ship 'St. Louis,' which was carrying nearly a thousand refugees (most of whom Jewish), was denied entry in the United States at the port of Miami.  After a month of legal efforts failed to persuade the U.S. to reconsider its decision, the ship (which was awaiting a verdict in open sea near Miami) was compelled to return to Europe.  Nearly a quarter of 937 refugees on the ship died in the Holocaust.  Two of three Americans then and for the duration of World War 2, according to a Gallop poll, were against taking in Jewish refugees, primarily due to fear that Nazi spies may be present amongst the refugees.  The Donald Trumps and Ben Carsons of that time thrived on terrifying the public of refugee infiltrations which never materialized, with the exception of a couple of isolated cases. 

Following Japan's devastating attack on Pearl Harbor, President Franklin D. Roosevelt coined the proclamation "The only thing we have to fear is fear itself."  Although this sentiment did not manifest in the U.S. wartime policy regarding Jewish refugees, it is relevant to the way Americans, and more broadly people, viewed danger then and view danger now.  Japanese Americans were subjected to internment because of doubts regarding their patriotism and fear that they may commit acts of sabotage at the behest of the imperial throne of Japan.  Nowadays, echos of the much discredited internment policy are being heard amongst the GOP leading presidential candidates and are somewhat resonating amongst a significant, frightened sector of the electret.  

FDR's big doctrine regarding fear is no more applicable today than to the irrational attitude towards Syrian refugees, especially following the devastating Paris attacks last Friday (November 13).  The US refugee policy should not be dictated by fear of victims, who themselves are fleeing the very barbaric atrocities we have so consistently condemned and continue to condemn.  This was true during WW2 and it is true now.  I believe that fear is still the only thing we ought to fear. 

Compassion, empathy, humanist outlook on life should be our guiding beacon.  We should not be guided by fear of pregnant women, widows with children, young men and women who fled the grinding mill of war in their home countries.  Nor should we be guided by fear of orphans, the elderly, and of those who have lost everything, except hope.  We certainly should not be guided, as one governor Chris Christie suggested earlier this week, by fear of three-month-old babies.  The nation's guiding principle should say: We are a people of all faiths and origins, we are the United States of America and we are not afraid.

Azzam Elayan, PhD 
Friday, November 20, 2015

Thursday, December 1, 2016

The Band Played On

And the band played on
And I was a dancer
The world was mine and the striking maestro
A benevolent tyrant lashed out at random
With a reckoning arms and a besieging look
The ensemble tended with utmost reverence
To the maximum queen,
The diva in silk
And the slaughtered smile on the quivering lips
The violin moaned with inexorable sadness
And the cello echoed the renderings with intent
My body moved in a chaotic maize
Yet harmoniously
With the cowardly lights, occasional applauding and rhythmic sighs
The treasured dream is no longer guarded
It washed off an island shaped as a horn
With nameless fruits and sandless shores
The guard is no more for the tenor is on
Cursing and burning the crescendos in all
As the soprano did the vibratos
And I, molded in one,
As the lyrics and Maria,
The molten trumpet and the ravaged drum
Noble we were and the novel odds
Maria was mine and the sumptuous hips
Tyranny was my way and, once , I was a dancer.

Azzam Elayan
1990s

Tuesday, November 29, 2016

The Recount and the Ralph Nader Conundrum

I support the presidential vote recount in Michigan, Wisconsin, and Pennsylvania, although it is not clear why it's Jill Stein who has called for it. Had she and Gary Johnson dropped out of the race, due to zero odds of winning, Hillary would have most likely been the president-elect, instead of Trump. They were the "Ralph Nader" of this election, good intentions & progressive platforms notwithstanding.

I understand why those who voted for Stein and Johnson did; I voted for Nader in 2000 while living in Vermont. Principle aside, my vote for Nader did not hurt Al Gore in Vermont (which Gore won by a large margin,) but surely those in Florida who voted for Nader then cost Gore the election. They never wanted George W. Bush to become president, and would have voted for Gore if Nader was not an option. By analogy, those who would never vote for Donald J. Trump, and are in mourning today over his win, have actually awarded him the White House, by simply voting for Stein and Johnson. It seems diabolical, by default, even if not malicious.

Dr. Azzam Elayan
November 29, 2016

Tuesday, November 15, 2016

Rain Falling Still

Rain is falling
in the stillness of silence.
Still, the rain is falling.
Falling, the rain, still.
Get up, move,
let the rain wash away
the sediment of doubt,
off everything.
Plan an outing,
a dance with a friend,
a lover. Move, dance.
Your lovely cheeks,
plum and sweet,
don't let them lie in waiting
for that tender kiss,
Your lips aching for same,
mouth watering,
they quiver with expectation,
passion they won't deny,
longing you care to express.
Rain is falling, still.
It is, still.

Azzam Elayan
November 15, 2016